Always scares me when someone brings this up.
Is it rejection that I fear or losing you over silly matters that I fear more?
Something about not wanting to lose a friendship, but still maintaining those butterfly feelings for someone else.
Timing is never on my side. What if I don’t want to “love” anymore, and I just want this to work? And although, who, what, where, when, why have all shaped me. What if commitment is the answer right now. You’re all of them for me. I just don’t want to lose another friendship over the idea of love.